A PRAYER FOR SAFE LANDING ~ Nadja Maril

Long-distance travel takes on a different reality confined to one narrow seat 
metal armrests, mini pillow, and plastic wrapped synthetic blanket at my feet 
toothbrush, earplugs, blinders, socks, slippers in the pockets before me.
I remove my shoes sometimes and sometimes not. 
The part of the world to which I’m traveling, heads are covered and bodies draped. 
I am the rarity, a westerner.

I eat chicken and rice three times in a row because I judge it’s the safest meal to choose.
I take a few sips of wine, in hopes it will lull me to sleep picturing in my mind 
my family I’m eager to see.
A baby cries. A neighbor jostles me.

I will not miss this airplane or the next airplane 
where meals are served on foil covered plastic trays and the utensils are bamboo,
where I visit the lavatory with trepidation
grateful if previous visitors have not peed on the floor or seat.
Each flight is different, but all are confining.
A privilege to fly, we contaminate the earth.
Squander energy and oil. 
Pressure builds within my head 
as the plane begins its descent. 
I tap my heels. Wiggle my toes. Try to blow my nose. 
Every inch of space is precious.
Last night I slept in a bed 
in a beautiful room in a stodgy 5-star hotel 
the sheets cold and damp 
a pale gray carpet beneath my feet 
unable to fully appreciate the grandeur.
This time around when touching ground
I will savor all things.